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EHH so a lot of you have probably read my spazztastic tweets about the concert already but I will be here anyway attempting to write a detailed and coherent journal entry because I want something to look back on and laugh at in the future. You know when I have kids with one of them or something LOL YOUR FATHER AND I DID ALL THESE STUPID THINGS WHEN WE MET FOR THE FIRST TIME shit like that! :D
I should warn you too that a lot of the things here will be very subjective and emotion!vomit, and you really won't get anything useful out of this.
Before anything else let me just say one of the many lessons I've learned when watching a JUMP con (or any concert for that matter!). DO NOT DRESS LIKE A FUCKING DOLL. DO NOT DRESS LIKE A FREAKING SEVENTEEN MODEL. Because 99% of the people there looked like models or lolis. Pretty sure those clothes can be uncomfortable especially when you're just going to be standing and wild for three long hours. I don't have anything against them, no matter how it sounds like. A lot of the fangirls there were really cute but the funny thing is EVERYONE LOOKED THE SAME. So I'm glad I was only in my red shirt and denim shorts (first day!) because lol when did I ever want to look like everybody else?
You know what's also funny? For someone who originally loathed the idea of watching a JUMP concert, I enjoyed the two shows I attended. I got my first show ticket from a fan who couldn't watch the it fjksdlj ;__; Anyway, during the first day I was seated at the very back of section 2. Which was fine because I was right across the extended stage so JUMP kind of got to perform right in front of us for a couple of times, and there was more interaction. During the second day I was located near the ramp/catwalk or whatever it's called, so they almost only kept walking past us orz
SO! DAY 1 HIGHLIGHTS. I'd expected to be all DOKIDOKIDOKIdokiii while waiting for the show to start but I was surprisingly (or not?) very calm. I was alone btw lol when the lights dimmed I took the initiative to run to the rails without knowing that most of the fans would too XD;; SO CLOSE TO THE STAGE OMG
Despite appearing on stage at the same time, Chinen was the first person I saw, and then Hikaru because he was beside him. I couldn't see Yamada properly but he was on Chinen's other side.
First song was ofc UMP and you can't really expect me to remember the entire setlist because I WAS TOO BUSY WITH MY CONCERT PRIORITIES AKA "PLEASE LOOK THE FUCK AT MY UCHIWA AND NOTICE ME YOU BASTARDS"
I was successful at getting Chinen to notice my espeshully made for him JUSTCHINEN uchiwa (complete with kokoro and the Biebs' face). :DDD When he saw it he pointed at me and gave me a thumbs up! YOSH.
Guuuys omg Chinen is super cool. TAT wtf man he isn't cute HE DOES NOT LOOK CLOSE TO A GIRL he is freaking handsome. His skin isn't entirely flawless but I think that helps him look boyish. AAAAAAHHHHHHhhhhhhhh my babyyyyyyy ;~~~;
I also got a couple of smiles from Inoo and probablyyy Hikaru. Yuunyan smiled and waved at me :D
For some reason (a few of you may have a teeny bitsy idea but let's not get deep into this one haha) it feels like Keito was avoiding eye contact with me lalala. But this is my delusions at work. STILL THOUGH. ZERO EYE CONTACT DURING THE ENTIRE SHOW? DESPITE MY KIRA-KIRA PHILIPPINES UCHIWA??? honestly.
UM ofc I will never forget the MC part. :/ My mind was probably elsewhere at that time because people were speaking in Japanese which was getting translated in Cantonese and I'm a deaf little girl who could only get a tiny gist of what was happening. Anyway Daiki went down to interview someone from section 1, Takaki did too on the other side of section 1. What surprised me was YABU. Here you go guys for those who've been wondering what the YabuSachi was all about.
I couldn't properly talk about it because it was so.. idk surreal and heartbreaking all at the same time. ._.
Anyway Yabu goes down to our section and from a few feet away from us I was probably imagining him looking straight at me while I was flashing him a smile and my shiny "FIRIPIN KARA SARAMAPPO" uchiwa. He approaches me (^______^) and says "kocchi," before shoving the mic to my face AND WOW I GUESS I WASN'T IMAGINING THINGS. Holy crap. But then I was like, what. Me? Huh. And AT FIRST I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING ANYMORE and the Chinese girl beside me was kind enough to tell me "Do you have any questions for HSJ" AND I WAS LIKE OHHH OKAY LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT MY FAVORITE CHIBIS but before I could speak into the mic APPARENTLY WHILE I WAS AT A DAZE THIS ONE IDIOT FROM SECTION 4 HAS BEEN DESPERATELY TAKING YABU'S ATTENTION AWAY FROM ME and... Well played, Keito!fan.
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after that I was so disappointed. I couldn't concentrate on half of the concert. ._.stupid fan.
Keito and Takaki went to our section to meet that fan. This is how I got tobe infected with AIDS shake hands with Yuunyan and double AIDS brush fingertips with Keito who was really kind of aloof about touching fans. lol that sounds funny |Da
Anyway after that we were told to go back to our seats and I did while feeling very devastated. ALL THE WHAT IFS AND COULD'VES SHOULD'VES WOULD'VES WERE SWIRLING INSIDE MY HEAD. We went back to the rails a little later on and after a few songs (that I didn't enjoy because wtf man how does one get over what happened) Yabu was on the stage across us again. I gave him a disappointed smile, kinda like saying "wow you jerk". BUT SOBS HE RETURNS IT WITH AN APOLOGETIC ^_^, his shoulders slumped ("too bad, huh. sorry about that.") and my heart sank. D: He recognized meeeeeee..... not the way I wanted to be recognized but sobs THAT SMILE. SURE I FORGIVE YOU YABU ;__; HOW CAN ANYONE STAY MAD AT THAT FACE fjklakdjglKJGLAKGLAKAAKJFADJFG
After that I just couldn't take my mind off of him. (NAKS like I'm really in love~*~)
I guess a part of me is happy about getting Yabu's attention like that. I mean. um. out of the 123761 screaming fangirls HE ACTUALLY WALKS TOWARDS ME WITH INTEREST. That, f-list, is amazing on its own. But yeah Keito's fans are out to ruin my life I've no idea why I deserve this fuckery. le sigh.
But omg Yabu is too handsome //////////// AND YUUNYAN'S HAND fjksd never forgetting![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
manatsubi's reaction when I told her about our handshake. "DO YOU REMEBER THE HARDNESS WAS IT BIG AHHHH" WHAT DID YOU THINK I TOUCHED, GIRL /creepy smile
That will be all for now. Reports for Day 2 (less awesome but still awesome!!!) later on. I may have skipped a few details for now (meetingshiroikazex, the queue for con goods, etc) but I'm just SO TIRED. MY ENTIRE BODY HURTS LIKE I ATTENDED A JUMP ORGY INSTEAD. Also too lazy for visual aid. SORRY I BORED YOU WITH MY GREAT WALL OF CHINA TEXT.
I should warn you too that a lot of the things here will be very subjective and emotion!vomit, and you really won't get anything useful out of this.
Before anything else let me just say one of the many lessons I've learned when watching a JUMP con (or any concert for that matter!). DO NOT DRESS LIKE A FUCKING DOLL. DO NOT DRESS LIKE A FREAKING SEVENTEEN MODEL. Because 99% of the people there looked like models or lolis. Pretty sure those clothes can be uncomfortable especially when you're just going to be standing and wild for three long hours. I don't have anything against them, no matter how it sounds like. A lot of the fangirls there were really cute but the funny thing is EVERYONE LOOKED THE SAME. So I'm glad I was only in my red shirt and denim shorts (first day!) because lol when did I ever want to look like everybody else?
You know what's also funny? For someone who originally loathed the idea of watching a JUMP concert, I enjoyed the two shows I attended. I got my first show ticket from a fan who couldn't watch the it fjksdlj ;__; Anyway, during the first day I was seated at the very back of section 2. Which was fine because I was right across the extended stage so JUMP kind of got to perform right in front of us for a couple of times, and there was more interaction. During the second day I was located near the ramp/catwalk or whatever it's called, so they almost only kept walking past us orz
SO! DAY 1 HIGHLIGHTS. I'd expected to be all DOKIDOKIDOKIdokiii while waiting for the show to start but I was surprisingly (or not?) very calm. I was alone btw lol when the lights dimmed I took the initiative to run to the rails without knowing that most of the fans would too XD;; SO CLOSE TO THE STAGE OMG
Despite appearing on stage at the same time, Chinen was the first person I saw, and then Hikaru because he was beside him. I couldn't see Yamada properly but he was on Chinen's other side.
First song was ofc UMP and you can't really expect me to remember the entire setlist because I WAS TOO BUSY WITH MY CONCERT PRIORITIES AKA "PLEASE LOOK THE FUCK AT MY UCHIWA AND NOTICE ME YOU BASTARDS"
I was successful at getting Chinen to notice my espeshully made for him JUSTCHINEN uchiwa (complete with kokoro and the Biebs' face). :DDD When he saw it he pointed at me and gave me a thumbs up! YOSH.
Guuuys omg Chinen is super cool. TAT wtf man he isn't cute HE DOES NOT LOOK CLOSE TO A GIRL he is freaking handsome. His skin isn't entirely flawless but I think that helps him look boyish. AAAAAAHHHHHHhhhhhhhh my babyyyyyyy ;~~~;
I also got a couple of smiles from Inoo and probablyyy Hikaru. Yuunyan smiled and waved at me :D
For some reason (a few of you may have a teeny bitsy idea but let's not get deep into this one haha) it feels like Keito was avoiding eye contact with me lalala. But this is my delusions at work. STILL THOUGH. ZERO EYE CONTACT DURING THE ENTIRE SHOW? DESPITE MY KIRA-KIRA PHILIPPINES UCHIWA??? honestly.
UM ofc I will never forget the MC part. :/ My mind was probably elsewhere at that time because people were speaking in Japanese which was getting translated in Cantonese and I'm a deaf little girl who could only get a tiny gist of what was happening. Anyway Daiki went down to interview someone from section 1, Takaki did too on the other side of section 1. What surprised me was YABU. Here you go guys for those who've been wondering what the YabuSachi was all about.
I couldn't properly talk about it because it was so.. idk surreal and heartbreaking all at the same time. ._.
Anyway Yabu goes down to our section and from a few feet away from us I was probably imagining him looking straight at me while I was flashing him a smile and my shiny "FIRIPIN KARA SARAMAPPO" uchiwa. He approaches me (^______^) and says "kocchi," before shoving the mic to my face AND WOW I GUESS I WASN'T IMAGINING THINGS. Holy crap. But then I was like, what. Me? Huh. And AT FIRST I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING ANYMORE and the Chinese girl beside me was kind enough to tell me "Do you have any questions for HSJ" AND I WAS LIKE OHHH OKAY LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT MY FAVORITE CHIBIS but before I could speak into the mic APPARENTLY WHILE I WAS AT A DAZE THIS ONE IDIOT FROM SECTION 4 HAS BEEN DESPERATELY TAKING YABU'S ATTENTION AWAY FROM ME and... Well played, Keito!fan.
...
after that I was so disappointed. I couldn't concentrate on half of the concert. ._.
Keito and Takaki went to our section to meet that fan. This is how I got to
Anyway after that we were told to go back to our seats and I did while feeling very devastated. ALL THE WHAT IFS AND COULD'VES SHOULD'VES WOULD'VES WERE SWIRLING INSIDE MY HEAD. We went back to the rails a little later on and after a few songs (that I didn't enjoy because wtf man how does one get over what happened) Yabu was on the stage across us again. I gave him a disappointed smile, kinda like saying "wow you jerk". BUT SOBS HE RETURNS IT WITH AN APOLOGETIC ^_^, his shoulders slumped ("too bad, huh. sorry about that.") and my heart sank. D: He recognized meeeeeee..... not the way I wanted to be recognized but sobs THAT SMILE. SURE I FORGIVE YOU YABU ;__; HOW CAN ANYONE STAY MAD AT THAT FACE fjklakdjglKJGLAKGLAKAAKJFADJFG
After that I just couldn't take my mind off of him. (NAKS like I'm really in love~*~)
I guess a part of me is happy about getting Yabu's attention like that. I mean. um. out of the 123761 screaming fangirls HE ACTUALLY WALKS TOWARDS ME WITH INTEREST. That, f-list, is amazing on its own. But yeah Keito's fans are out to ruin my life I've no idea why I deserve this fuckery. le sigh.
But omg Yabu is too handsome //////////// AND YUUNYAN'S HAND fjksd never forgetting
manatsubi's reaction when I told her about our handshake. "DO YOU REMEBER THE HARDNESS WAS IT BIG AHHHH" WHAT DID YOU THINK I TOUCHED, GIRL /creepy smileThat will be all for now. Reports for Day 2 (less awesome but still awesome!!!) later on. I may have skipped a few details for now (meeting
shiroikazex, the queue for con goods, etc) but I'm just SO TIRED. MY ENTIRE BODY HURTS LIKE I ATTENDED A JUMP ORGY INSTEAD. Also too lazy for visual aid. SORRY I BORED YOU WITH MY GREAT WALL OF CHINA TEXT.